Settling In

Today was a better day.  To start, I weighed in this morning at 207.6 which is 2 down from yesterday.  I was so excited to see that number!!  However, at this point I know that 1) I was so sick yesterday I didn't have ANYTHING in my stomach and 2) the loss from this cleanse so far is mostly water weight.  So while the number is motivating, I know it will not keep it up like that.  I need to be prepared for it to stall and vary, and that's ok!  I'm so excited for ONEderland that I can't even stand it, but I will be patient. :)

I'm feeling a lot better today.  I'm still a little shaky and queasy, but I managed to get all my meals in with no problem.  I think I am getting into the groove with things.  I did have a headache off and on but thankfully it wasn't as bad as yesterday.  Fortunately (and unfortunately) I have confirmation today that it's definitely not the cleanse because Jeff is sick as a dog...still is even tonight.  I feel so bad for him!  This season has been a killer for us!  My mom and I spent today cloroxing the house LOL :)  Whatever crazy virus is in this place I want it out!! 

So who watched Biggest Loser last night?  I don't think I have ever been more inspired or motivated by anyone on any season as I was of Danni last night.  I could not believe my eyes when she came on stage.  Unbelievable.  Where was her loose skin??  She was CRAZY buff and SO beautiful.  I am so inspired...especially when I realized that her starting weight was only 3 pounds less than my starting point was.  It makes me so excited to see her, because it shows me what is possible.  Of course, it's going to take me a hell of a lot longer to get there, but I will get there!  I can't wait to see muscles like that in the mirror...to wear a dress like that and have a thin face like that.  I can almost taste it...so sweet. :)