Just Kidding about the Roses Thing...

So I totally jinxed myself with my last post. This whole week has been one big frustrating day after another. My biggest 'diet' no-no that I commit is weighing myself on a daily basis. Last week that was really motivating for me because everyday it seemed like I was down a pound or two. But this week the scale hasn't budged except to go UP! And I haven't changed a thing...I've still been working out in the gym about 2 hours a day and eating wonderfully. Drinking my water, etc. etc.. And yet the number seems to be fluctuating between 247 and 249 all week. What the heck?!?! Needless to say I've been pretty down in the dumps about it. However I haven't let it stop me, I've still been to the gym, still been eating right. Tomorrow is my weigh in day so I'm just praying for some miracle that it's all been a fluke and the number will actually be down. If it's not, I really may cry. It's just really hard to have the motivation to work so hard exercising and being hungry all the time and avoiding all my favorite things to see no results. A lot of my friends all keep reminding me that if I just stick with it it will happen, it just takes perseverence and time. That I am probably building muscle and my body will catch up. That obviously I'm doing more sticking to it then I would be just giving up and doing nothing. I just keep telling myself that. Honestly I need to just let go of my scale addiction. I would love to be able to weigh myself tomorrow and then not do it again until next Wednesday. We'll see how that goes! I doubt I'll last a day but who knows;)